ni·hil·i·ty ( P ) Pronunciation Key (n-hl-t, n-)n.
Nonexistence; nothingness.
Is it bad that I don't have anything of significance to say? For what seems like an entire week? I suppose I should allow for the possibility of the existence of a non-week. A week of nihility; but I still don't trust it.
You know how there are those types of people who have to have the attention on them? They are very childish in their pursuit of the spotlight. Is this a character trait one recognizes in themself or is there some sort of ego-screen that filters out all of your own annoying behaviors? I'm just curious because last night I went to a dinner party that should have been a bunch of 30somethings having adult conversation, but turned into three 30somethings dominating the conversation at an extreme decible while 7 others watched in pained horror. Do you not see how annoying you are? Or do you like yourself that way?
So...yeah. um. Other than that, there's only this darn nihility hanging around the room like secondhand smoke. I feel like we've signed a waiver not to create any drama for a full week. At the beginning of the week I felt an ominous sense of dread, like the world was strangly silent (the precursor to trouble). Now I just feel like I missed the boat.
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It has been sort of a slow week, hasn't it. It feels kinda not-real.
Next week looks like it's gonna be BETTER.
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